Not my week :/

This wasn’t my week at all ~ we starting to get results back for work we did before. I got my mark on STUDY SKILLS, which overall I’m happy about 66.5 hey it’s high merit so what’s the fuss?!

However I feel offended that after seeing breakdown of the total score I realise that area I’m expected to be worse was actually all right,  but area I really pay attention and work hard get very low score. 

Which I not understand as according to my stats on the blog I have no views of my blog no mind anyone reading it.

Well according to score no wonder why, it must be that bad, but then again, how it was judged on what grounds this decision been made.

Conversation with tutor didn’t get any results, he said he read it, my stats says no, so what then.

As far as I can see, the last viewing was on 09/11/17, the time we had to submit our examples for others to leave comments, - I had few clicks on Louis Vuitton video, but that’s fair enough its cool other than that …

 

So, as you see, if anyone, I’m not very happy about my grades, about my reflective skills, and this week particularly about course itself.

When I joined it was such an excitement, but now, must be that’s how it is everywhere, students just to get pointed to sort of direction. It’s all self-teaching, researching and self-developing. You know what is two new things I learned this week. That in China you are not allowed speak about time travel and, which is really interesting, that a picture of Einstein ended up on the wall behind the Yoda  sculptures and the wrinkles around Einstein's eyes  somehow got worked into the Yoda design.

Maybe I am overreacting, maybe all is good… maybe I’m too soft, but after I gave the link from this blog to every tutor I was waiting so much for someone actually visit it~, some comment, some encouragement, some advice along the way or well done, but I got nothing just plain 55 score out of 100.

So, this week’s reflection is upon wasted time and some new beginnings. I won’t discuss any subjects as there is no point. So as there is no point to try to prove something or argue. Time is precious, specially for me. I will just get on with assignments with my best ability.

My next two entries will be about my life besides uni, which is very much linked to my studies of contemporary practise and probably gives me more teaching that university does.

… and even if no one reads it, there will be time that I will go back to these entries and use them as my memory lane…