The week flew by and… I manage to submit important parts –
as my essay and visual communication project.
Having reread essay so many times, I feel sick even thinking
about it…on top of that I found out just today about perfect tool to check all
my mistakes, … too little too late…. according to that tool I have no
understanding of English grammar whatsoever and I probably have no general
knowledge about information-gathering either.
When I write I read so many materials from everywhere and to
be honest they say the same thing in different sentences…and now I feel that
all my work is just bad.
But how I’m been feeling lately and with no better, there is
no much I can do. I still have painting to finish and evaluate process, but now
I’m in such bad place I just can’t be bothered. There is point in life, you
don’t want nothing.
People in college drawing depression and making projects
about it – I could go as role model, because no one will have a clue how
depressed I am.
But story is not about me, its about my progress and reflection
regarding my studies, which been a complete struggle this term. There was never
enough time and I feel I could do much better.
I really enjoyed Visual Communication and I glad I spent
more time on it while better, so hopefully my project won’t be so bad.
My work was dedicated to make an awareness of misusing a
paper – as a part of it all my progress file was submitted digitally.
Using my own photograph, I created similar health warning you usually would see on cigarettes,
but never on products that really matters.
To
create something positive I decided to reuse some of my wasted paper from
various assignments and create paper again.
It
is nothing special and its very different from my main subject of Fine Art, but
I wanted to create something other than painting and it really bring me joy.
